Update: In the previous episode, the writer, struggling to reach
Temple 22, learns an object lesson: Park your ego at the start of this
pilgrimage, make no excuses or complaints along the way - just simply
walk.
I was parked on a bench beneath the cherry trees at Yakuõji Temple,
admiring my ugly new shoes - blue and grey with splotches of iridescent
yellow - when a man approached wearing a white peaked cap and carrying
a little girl. He said something in Japanese, which, of course, I did
not understand. But with a camera in one hand, the child in the crook
of an arm and the sakura in full blossom, it wasn�t hard to figure out
his request.
"Gomen nasai. Nihongo wa sukoshi dekimasen," I said, employing my
minimalist Japanese. "Wakarimashita." "I�m sorry. I speak only a little
Japanese. I understand."
I took a couple of pictures of them posing beneath the cherry trees.
The child looked to be about three years old and, like many Japanese
children, she was extraordinarily pretty, doll-like. He asked in
passable English if I was American.
"Kanada-jin desu," I said, explaining I was a henro, or pilgrim. I
was walking the Shikoku no Michi, visiting the 88 Buddhist temples
strung like beads around the circumference of Shikoku, the smallest of
Japan�s four islands. Like many Japanese I met during the two months it
took me to complete the 1,400-kilometre route, he was surprised and
even impressed.
The Henro Michi, as the pilgrimage route is more traditionally
called, was established by the ninth-century Buddhist saint Kõbõ
Daishi. It is the most popular pilgrimage in Japan, attracting 100,000
pilgrims a year. Most, however, travel by bus or car. Only a few
hundred walk. Even more rare are foreign henro. I didn�t meet any other
non-Japanese pilgrims on my trek.
"Ah, henro-san," the man said. He spoke to the little girl. She
didn�t look impressed. She was trying to grab the swaying cherry
blossoms. "I have been to Canada," he said. "I visit Vancouver, Banff
and Calgary. Very beautiful."
I complimented him on his English and tried to say how much I liked
Japan. "Nihon wa totemo utsukushii desu," I said. "Japan is very
beautiful."
We continued like this for a while. He was a retired schoolteacher
from Osaka, and he and his wife were driving around Shikoku Island with
his son and daughter-in-law, visiting the temples. The child was his
mago musume, or granddaughter.
He set the little girl at his
feet and spoke to her. She clung to his leg, staring up at me, her dark
eyes suddenly wide. He pulled out his wallet, extracted a 1,000-yen
note - about $12 - and handed it to me. "Dõzo, o-settai," he said.
O-settai refers to the tradition of giving gifts - anything from
food and clothing to lodging and money - to pilgrims walking the
Shikoku no Michi. I had received o-settai before so I did not protest.
Tradition obliges pilgrims to accept donations. Those offering o-settai
think of themselves as giving indirectly to Kõbõ Daishi. Thus they
share in the merits of the pilgrimage. I bowed and thanked him,
touching the bill to my forehead in the proper gesture. From my pilgrim
pouch, I took one of the narrow name-slips I deposit at the temples I
visit, signed my name and address and gave it to him - again, in
accordance with proper henro conduct. Then the man startled me.
"I tell my granddaughter you are Kõbõ Daishi," he said. He bowed, smiled and picked the child up. She was staring at me.
I was too startled to respond. It was the second time that day I�d
been linked, even metaphorically, to one of Japan�s greatest religious
leaders, the founder of an esoteric school of Buddhism known as
Shingon. As the man walked down the flagstone path, the little girl
watched me over his shoulder. I couldn�t resist: I raised my arms,
waggled my hands with my thumbs in my ears, and stuck out my tongue.
Her eyes got even bigger. I imagined that for the rest of her life
she�d be puzzled by a childhood memory of a hairy-faced saint making
faces at her.
But if the child was disconcerted, so, too, was I at my improbable
spiritual elevation, even if made in jest. Another tradition of the
Henro Michi - and another reason why o-settai is both offered and
accepted - is the belief that Kõbõ Daishi walks with each pilgrim as a
spiritual guide. This belief is reinforced symbolically by the white
robe a pilgrim wears and the staff he carries. Both the robe and staff
bear the ideograms "dõgyõ ninin," meaning "We Two - Pilgrims Together."
The unsaid message is: Be careful when you meet a pilgrim, you might
also be meeting the saint himself, an encounter that could decide your
karma for millennia to come. I was, as I well knew, a most unlikely
candidate as a budding Bodhisattva. Still, a central tenet of Shingon
Buddhism is that anyone can discover their Buddha-nature if they
undertake the rigorous discipline necessary to achieve enlightenment.
Everyone is a potential Kõbõ Daishi.
With the man and his granddaughter out of sight, I turned the
thought aside and returned to my bench to enjoy the late afternoon sun.
A breeze occasionally shook the cherry trees, scattering blossoms like
confetti around the red-and-white pagoda. I had a bird�s-eye view of
the town below.
Yakuõji, Temple 23, is perched on a hillside
overlooking Hiwasa, a harbour town halfway along the coastline toward
Cape Muroto on Shikoku�s southern tip. From the terraced courtyard, I
gazed across the red-and-grey tile roofs, following the river as it
emptied into the harbour and the Pacific Ocean. Green-hulled fishing
boats moored along the seawall. The breeze carried the smell of salt
and kelp.
A pretty, if ordinary view, I thought. Yet it felt extraordinary.
But then the entire day had had an of out-of-the-ordinary feel. Not
that anything spectacular happened. I had not attained satori, much
less Buddhahood. Yet, for some reason, the very ordinariness of the
day�s events was imbued with heightened significance. Mundane
occurrences, serendipitous situations, banal circumstances; all were
brushed with a patina of meaning and portent. Such a sensibility is a
common psychological tic of many pilgrims, who often project a special
significance onto the most ordinary events.
Ian Reader, a British anthropologist who has studied Japanese
pilgrimages, writes that pilgrims often come to regard the most
ordinary events as miracles and personal messages from Kõbõ Daishi.
Behind this interpretation, he says, is a mindset predisposed by the
symbolism of the pilgrimage to see a spiritual presence in the
everyday. "For many pilgrims, their pilgrimages and relationship with
Kõbõ Daishi are highlighted by smaller, less dramatic events that are
pregnant with meaning for them alone," he writes.
Was I slipping into a spiritual solipsism? Western scientific
rationalism, the faith of instrumental reason, had taught me it is
anthropomorphic folly to regard stars and planets, turf and trees, as
the material manifestation of an underlying spiritual order. The
cosmos, I had been taught, was contingent, without purpose, devoid of
ultimate meaning. Yet it was difficult not to be perplexed by the
string of coincidence and beneficial occurrences I had experienced of
late. The day I spent walking to Hiwasa - including how I acquired my
ugly new shoes - was a good example.
It was 7 a.m. when my two companions, Shuji Niwano and his
25-year-old son, Jun, and I left the minshuku in Aratano where we had
stayed the night. The two, who were from Tokyo, had been my companions
for most of the past week. We had met at Temple 9 a few days earlier,
and now, having reached Temple 23, I sometimes felt I had been with
them for longer. On this day, we had planned to head south to Fukui
Dam, and then hike through the maze of rice paddies and rural lanes to
the coastal road that leads to Hiwasa and Yakuõji. It was a better
alternative than following the old pilgrim path, which had been buried
beneath the asphalt of Highway 55 and was choked with trucks and
tractor-trailers.
It looked to be perfect walking weather - hazy and cool, without the
threat of rain. But our plans started to unravel almost immediately.
Jun was not well. Normally, he was chatty and eager in the morning. We
usually walked together for the first hour or so in the morning,
letting Shuji walk by himself. As we hiked, we swapped words in our
respective languages for things we saw along the road. As Jun endlessly
repeated: "I am your Japanese teacher." When he wasn�t providing a
language lesson or asking me about American movie stars, Jun trudged
ahead, sometimes disappearing from sight as he wandered off the pilgrim
route.
Shuji regularly had to double back to find his son since
Jun, despite his age, showed little ability to read maps and,
inevitably, got lost. While I waited with the packs, Shuji retraced his
steps, questioning passersby who might have seen his wayward son. He
performed his searches with fatalistic good humour, one of the burdens
of fatherhood. Almost inevitably, Shuji found Jun sauntering along with
a can of pop or an orange he had cajoled from some shopkeeper as
o-settai. For all his waywardness and lack of forethought, Jun�s
cheeriness and eagerness to please gave him a certain charm that made
you tolerate his irresponsibility and inattentiveness. This morning,
though, Jun was withdrawn. There was no language lesson.
But then neither Shuji nor I were doing well either. I still had a
bad case of blisters and wasn�t so much walking as lurching. Shuji
looked haggard and puffy-eyed, as if he hadn�t slept. Jun, he said, had
been sick to his stomach most of the night.
We managed to walk five kilometres to the village of Awafukui before
Jun gave up. Oddly enough, it was one of the loveliest walks I�d had on
the pilgrimage. The path wound along the edges of rice fields that were
slowly turning green with newly planted seedlings and meandered down
country lanes lined with copses of bamboo. Maples and oaks grew so
close to the sides of the road it was like walking in a green tunnel. I
liked how tendrils of moss struggled across the roads using cracks in
the asphalt as passageways. I was careful to avoid stepping on the
cracks. Nightingales held conference calls in the trees, competing with
a chorus of cicadas.
We were approaching the intersection where our lane crossed Highway
55, when I heard Shuji shouting behind me. I turned and saw Jun
kneeling on the shoulder of the road, his pack on the ground beside
him.
"Jun is very tired," Shuji said. "He needs to rest."
Jun�s face was slack. His eyes, usually bright and animated, were glazed with fatigue.
"Kibun wa dõ desu ka?" I said. "How are you feeling?"
"Watashi wa fukutsu ga shimasu." "I feel sick to my stomach."
Clearly, Jun wouldn�t be walking very far that day. Shuji and I
studied our maps. We were about a kilometre from Fukui Dam, where there
was a large picnic area.
Ten minutes later, Jun was stretched
out on a picnic bench, sleeping in the morning sun. There was a
playground, a water slide and, to my great relief, a bank of vending
machines. I bought a couple of cans of hot coffee. Shuji and I found a
wall where we could sit out of the wind and enjoy our drinks. I didn�t
like to admit it but it was pleasant not to be walking, pleasant to sit
with my legs stretched out, the coffee hot in my hands, the sun warm on
my face and chest.
"Robert," Shuji said. "You have been a good friend. Walking with us."
"Dõmo arigatõ," I said. "You are tomodachi, my friend." I tipped my can of coffee at him.
Shuji smiled. Then he said he thought Jun needed to sleep for a
couple of hours. "I am sorry," he said in his halting English. "Jun is
not strong. He cannot walk so far today. I am sorry for upsetting your
walking."
I almost laughed. His son was feeling bad, but Shuji was worried
about messing up my walking schedule. I shook my head. "No need to
apologize."
"Perhaps you want to walk by yourself," Shuji said. "You do not need to wait for us."
I wondered if he was trying to get rid of me. But as I looked at him
I knew it was an unworthy thought. He was genuinely concerned that
Jun�s difficulties were interfering with my pilgrimage. I thought back
to a couple of days earlier when I met them and Shuji telling me that
Jun had suffered some sort of nervous or mental breakdown a few years
back - he was never clear on the specific circumstances and I wasn�t
going to ask - and had never fully recovered. He�d had to leave school,
was able to hold down a job and was still living at home. Shuji hoped
that walking the Henro Michi would help his son recover. Recalling that
conversation, I now had the distinct feeling Shuji was worried about
how I would respond to Jun�s latest collapse. Watching my companion�s
worried face, I realized how much I had come to like him. I remembered
a scene from Oliver Statler�s Japanese Pilgrimage, one of the few books
I was carrying on this trek.
Statler recounts that on his pilgrimage in the 1970s a woman offered
him a cup of coffee in her home as o-settai, and then begged him to
look at her daughter who was ill in bed. Statler knew the tradition
behind the woman�s request: Kõbõ Daishi had miraculous powers of
healing. Henro who follow in his footsteps effectively associate
themselves with the Buddhist saint and, thereby, take on "a trace of
the Daishi�s aura." In being asked to look at the daughter, Statler was
being asked to live up to his self-chosen association. He wrote: "As a
man with hair grey enough to imply some wisdom; as a stranger - there
is a mystery in that word, the mystery of a person unknown unexpectedly
appearing from a world unknown - and doubly a stranger, a foreigner;
and above all as a henro. I am being asked to minister to a sick girl."
Statler panicked and refused the woman�s request. "I have no
religious power, I tell this woman. I am wearing a henro robe but I
have no religious power. I have no ability to diagnose an illness or to
cure it." Statler later regretted his response, realizing that he�d
been thinking about himself, his own presumed inadequacies. Even if he
believed he lacked any healing power, they did not. But he succumbed to
the selfishness, the egocentrism, of his skepticism. As he put it, "I
failed and the failure still weighs on me."
I remembered how
Shuji and Jun had looked out for me, a stranger and a foreigner, when I
was having difficulty walking. They could easily have left me to my own
devices. At one temple, Jun brought me a bottle of Pocari Sweat when I
was near to fainting from dehydration.
"Shuji please, I do not want to be a burden to you. If I am, tell
me. But I think of you and Jun as friends now. We began walking the
Henro Michi together. I would like us to finish together. Wakarimasu
ka? Do you understand."
Shuji took off his glasses, looked at them in his hands and then
replaced them. "Hai, wakarimashita," he said. "Dõmo arigatõ gozaimasu,
Sibley-san." "I understand. Thank you very much." He put out his hand.
"You are Kõbõ Daishi."
I shook his hand, dismissing any association between me and the Buddhist Bodhisattva. "Iie. No, not Kõbõ Daishi. Tomodachi."
As we settled back with our coffees, I thought about Japanese
attitudes toward religion. According to scholars, many Japanese,
perhaps most, are not particularly religious, and even describe their
society as one in which religion has largely died out. Yet, at the same
time, the Japanese generally demonstrate high levels of religious
activity and behaviour. They might deny a religious sensibility, and
even be ignorant of Buddhism and Shintoism, Japan�s indigenous
animistic religion, but each year millions take part in hatsumõde, the
traditional New Year�s custom of visiting temples and shrines to pray
for good fortune and happiness. During the summer festival of o-bon,
millions travel to be with their families to visit ancestral graves. As
Ian Reader writes: "Whether they are merely going along for social and
cultural reasons, everyone does join their hands in prayer and making
offerings." They also buy talismans and amulets by the truckload, as
well as the o-mikuji, the written divinations sold at shrines that
foretell the future.
The popularity of pilgrimages - there are more than 100 pilgrimages
in Japan - reflects this religiosity, too. Those who undertake a
pilgrimage, whether by car, bus or on foot, don�t necessarily do so for
conscious religious reasons, at least initially. As Reader says,
pilgrimages also serve "as a mode of escape from modernity and from the
pressures of urban life."
I heard several variations on this theme during my two months on the
trail. Several pilgrims I met told me they did not set out thinking of
their trek in religious terms, but as a time-out from their everyday
lives, an opportunity to reflect on their lives. The religious
sensibility, the awareness of a spiritual dimension to their
pilgrimage, seemed to develop later. I would eventually see this shift
in Shuji.
As we waited for Jun to wake, Shuji told me that he had grown up on
Shikoku and only moved to Tokyo in his late 30s to find work after Jun
had been born. He had always wanted to return to Shikoku after he
retired. Walking the pilgrimage was his way of introducing his son to
his family�s heritage. His son�s psychological health, not religion,
was Shuji�s motive for pilgrimage. Indeed, neither Shuji nor Jun wore
any of the traditional pilgrimage garb such as the white vest and the
conical straw hat or carried the kongõ-tsue, the walking stick that is
the surest sign of the walking pilgrim. Nor, I noticed, did Shuji
recite the Hannya Shingyõ, the Heart Sutra, the most popular Buddhist
sutra, which is believed to contain the essence and power of Buddhist
doctrine. The only "pilgrimage" gear Shuji had was the nõkyõ-chõ, the
stamp book in which henro collect the seals of each temple they visit.
But
now, with Shuji�s joking linkage of Kõbõ Daishi and myself, I wondered
if he was starting to discover other motives and meanings in his
pilgrimage. It would not be uncommon if he did. I had done enough
long-distance trekking to know that the journey you start out on is not
necessarily the one you complete.
We let Jun sleep for another hour and then trudged back up the road
to Awafukui train station. We had decided to forgo walking for the day.
We would take the train instead. While we waited, Shuji and I ate bowls
of udon noodles in the fly-blown café next to the station. Jun napped
on a bench in the waiting room. We woke him to catch the 11:56 to
Hiwasa.
I felt guilty about not walking, but it was very pleasant to sit in
a train car as it clacked and creaked through the green valleys of
coastal Shikoku. I told myself that a day�s rest would give my feet a
chance to recover. The car was mostly empty, with only a couple of
girls in their dark blue school uniforms and an elderly woman carrying
a bag of onions.
Just before Yuki Town, I got my first glimpse of the Pacific Ocean.
The sight of the ocean seemed an auspicious way to mark the completion
of my first week on the Henro Michi. Two weeks earlier, I had been
parked in my cubbyhole at the Citizen, anticipating my trip to Japan.
Now I was on a train overlooking the Pacific. The two images jostled in
my mind. I felt displaced, or rather, I felt like I was in two places
at once. The person staring at the ocean did not seem to be the same
person who had been daydreaming in the office two weeks earlier.
But before I could tie myself in metaphysical knots, the swaying of
the train lulled me into a nap. I woke up just before 1 o�clock, as the
train pulled into Hiwasa. What would have taken us most of the day to
walk had taken an hour on the train. A few minutes later, we dropped
our packs in our rooms at the Ryokan Funatsuki.
It was too early to check in, but the okami-san, a tiny woman
wearing big black horn-rimmed glasses, let Shuji and Jun take their
room so Jun could sleep. I left them to find a post office. I wanted to
shed some excess weight from my pack by shipping a few items to a
friend in Tokushima, David Moreton, who would keep them for me until I
returned at the end of my trek. I also wanted to use the post office�s
automatic teller to restock my supply of yen and find a pharmacy to buy
more tape for my feet. Afterward, I returned to the ryokan, disposed of
my lightened pack, and headed for Temple 23, about a kilometre away.
On the way to the temple, I stopped at a bar in the square near
Hiwasa Station. "Biiru o kudasai." I said, ordering a glass of cold
beer. The half-dozen tables were empty; I was the only customer.
It was a sunny day and I was happy to sit by the window, enjoying
the warmth of the sun and the coldness of the beer. Maybe I should take
other days off, too, I thought. I pulled off my boots. I wrote a few
postcards. I drank another beer. Then I squeezed back into my boots,
paid the bill, bowed to my hostess, and stepped into the street - where
I spotted another henro crossing the square. It was Tamotsu Hasegawa,
the metallurgist I had met at the minshuku in Aratano the previous
night. He had given me some tape for my feet and that he spoke English
well. I called out and hobbled toward him.
"Your feet are bad?" he said.
"Not too good." I shrugged.
Hasegawa-san had just checked into his ryokan. While we had been
dawdling at the Fukui Dam, he had walked from Aratano. Now he was
heading to the temple for his devotions. I was welcome to come with
him. We started walking, but I couldn�t keep up.
"You need other shoes," he said, after having stopped to wait for me a couple of times.
I agreed. It was an obvious solution, but one I had been resisting.
Long-distance walking swells your feet; boots that aren�t big enough in
length and width produce blisters. My boots were a half-size bigger
than my normal shoe size; they should have been a full-size bigger. I
had spent a a lot of money on them - thick soles, ankle-high uppers,
Gore-tex lining - and was reluctant to admit it had been wasted. I had
hoped my feet and boots would find an accommodation. But after a week
it was clear there would be no reconciliation.
And now, hearing Hasegawa-san�s sensible solution, my stubbornness
cracked. I was grateful. It later occurred to me that if I hadn�t met
him I might have continued walking in too-small boots, stubbornly
enduring the pain until my feet became so bad that I would have been
forced to take a few days off or, worse, quit the pilgrimage.
Hasegawa-san led me to a shoe store where, after listening to his
instructions - which, for some reason, seemed to entail pointing at me
and laughing a great deal - the clerk hauled out half-a-dozen pairs of
running shoes. Hasegawa-san waited patiently, if humorously, while I
tried on several pairs. I finally settled on the Nike Air. They were
really ugly - blue and grey with sickly yellow insets and that stupid
"swoosh." Normally, I wouldn�t have been caught dead wearing something
so gaudy. But they were wide and comfortable, and for the first time in
days my feet didn�t suffer needles of pain when I took a step. They
were still sore and tender, but the Nikes, unlike my expensive
all-weather, go-anywhere boots, didn�t make matters worse.
I have read how people unexpectedly cured of chronic pain feel
liberated by their relief. Taking my first steps in my new shoes, I had
an inkling of what that relief might feel like. I knew my feet would
heal. I would limp for days to come, and would still feel footsore at
the end of each day�s walk, but I also knew I would complete my
pilgrimage. That alone was a huge relief. I had been given a gift.
There was more to come. The shoes were 8,000 yen, about $100. I
handed the money to the clerk. He shook his head. I thought he meant I
needed to pay more, so I started to hand over more cash. He waved this
off, too, and handed me back 3,000 yen.
"O-settai," he said.
I thanked him and bowed very low. I gave
him one of my signed name-slips. Then Hasegawa-san and I walked to the
temple. I kept up with him this time.
Yakuõji is well-known in Japan as a yakuyoke temple, that is, a
temple for warding off bad luck and ill fortune. Each year during the
first two weeks of the New Year, thousands visit the temple to pray for
good fortune in the coming year.
As my Awa Henro guidebook explained, the Japanese traditionally
believe there are certain critical ages when men and women need to take
extra care with their health and conduct. One of the most dangerous
ages for men is 42. For women it is 33. Kõbõ Daishi supposedly visited
the temple when he was 42, and enshrined a statue of Yukushi Nyorai, a
Buddhist deity possessed of wisdom and mercy, in the main hall in hopes
of avoiding misfortune.The temple has since become the place to go for
"danger banishing prayers." Inside the main gate are two flights of
stairs, or yakuzaka - danger hills - leading to the hondõ. One set of
stairs has 33 steps, while the other has 42.
I wasn�t taking any chances. I was beyond the 42-is-dangerous age,
but there are always more dangerous ages ahead. I sprinkled coins as I
climbed. I also performed my regular pilgrim rituals with extra
diligence. I dropped extra yen in the donation bins at the main hall.
And, on the off chance Kõbõ Daishi might have had something to do with
the acquisition of my new shoes, I bowed low to his statue in the
daishidõ. You never know.
I thanked Hasegawa-san by buying him a can of cold Kirin beer at the
bar in the square. He told me he was using two weeks of his vacation
time to walk as far as he could on the Shikoku no Michi. He had been on
the trail for nearly a week and expected to reach Kõchi City and Temple
31 before returning home. Next year, he would complete another two
weeks on the pilgrimage.
"In my job everything is quick, quick," he said. I remembered that
he worked for Toyota. "Walking gives me time to think about things that
are important to me."
After Hasegawa-san left, I felt restless and returned to Yakuõji
Temple, climbing back to the courtyard in front of the red-and-white
pagoda, where I met the grandfather and the little girl. After they
departed, with the grandfather�s words echoing in my mind, I thought
about the coincidences and circumstances of the day, how each ordinary
event - Jun�s illness, meeting Hasegawa-san, the shoe-store clerk�s
o-settai, the grandfather and child - had by some haphazard chain of
cause-and-effect culminated in an extraordinary day.
I was experiencing a psychological phenomenon common to pilgrimage:
ordinary events and situations acquire a significance that belies their
ordinariness. Catching a train in the nick of time, having minor aches
suddenly disappear, unexpectedly meeting someone who takes care of a
particular need; such banal occurrences can seem almost miraculous,
encouraging you to imagine that someone is watching out for you.
Sitting beneath the cherry tree, pondering my Nikes for any
spiritual significance, I remembered a haiku the Japanese poet Matsuo
Bashõ wrote in his travel journal, Narrow Road to the Interior, another
book I carried. The journal, a classic of Japanese literature, recounts
a journey Bashõ and a companion made in the spring of 1689. They
trekked from Edo, or old Tokyo, along the eastern coast into the
then-remote and mysterious northern regions of Honshu, staying with the
yamabushi, or hermit-priests, before turning inland and walking south
along Japan�s western coast. As Jennifer Westwood writes in Sacred
Journeys, it was a genuine pilgrimage in that Bashõ sought out the
mountain sanctuaries of the yamabushi. But it was also a walking tour
in that Bashõ visited historical monuments, temples and places of local
fame. In Westwood�s word, "the things Bashõ thought worthy of
contemplation on his journey included sights that any ordinary tourist
might have wanted to see." But he also travelled "along the narrow road
to the deep north as he travelled through his life on Earth - seeking a
vision of eternity in the everyday."
Bashõ may have prayed at the temples, but he also enjoyed - and
complained about - ordinary things. There�s little overt spirituality
in Bashõ�s account. Instead, he tells of his frustration at not finding
a certain species of iris in the hills of Asaka. He complains that his
"bony shoulders were sore because of the load I had carried." He
objects that an inn was "filthy" and of his sleep being disturbed by
"the raids of mosquitoes and fleas" and "a horse urinating all night
close to my pillow."
I needed to take Bashõ�s example to heart.
Like him, I needed to grasp the extraordinariness of the ordinary,
including my ugly Nikes. Bashõ recounts receiving two pairs of sandals
as a gift. The sandals had dark blue laces. He was inspired to write
this haiku: "It looks as if/ Iris flowers had bloomed/ On my feet." I
studied my Nikes and their grey laces. I saw nothing to inspire a poem.
But I could wiggle my toes and flex my feet, and when I took a step
there was no squeeze of pain. Maybe Kõbõ Daishi had been watching over
me. It was a pleasant, if absurd, thought.
Yakuõji is the last of the 23 pilgrimage temples in Tokushima
Prefecture, one of Shikoku�s four provinces. According to tradition,
Tokushima is the hosshin no dõjõ, the arena for spiritual awakening. In
visiting the temples of Tokushima, I was supposed to have discovered my
desire for enlightenment, which, as the Buddhist scriptures teach, is
"to understand fully the nature of your own mind."
Tomorrow or the day after, I would enter Kõchi Prefecture. With 16
temples, Kõchi is known as the shugyõ no dõjõ, the place for ascetic
discipline. It was there that I was supposed to learn the austerities
required for understanding my mind. It is also the largest of Shikoku�s
four prefectures, which means that many of the temples are a long ways
from each other.
For the next week or so, I would seldom be out of sight of the
ocean. The pilgrim trail descends the eastern verge of Cape Muroto
before rounding the cape to follow the coastline west to Cape Ashizuri.
Sometimes the trail cuts inland, but mostly it hugs the coast. In the
old days, the path went along the shoreline and pilgrims had to
scramble over "jumping stones, bucking stones, tumbling stones," as one
account puts it, as well as keep a wary eye out for shifting tides.
Nowadays, though, the pilgrim path often follows Highway 55. Which
meant my feet would take a pounding. After Kõchi, there are two more
provinces, Ehime and Kagawa. Both are considered arenas, or dõjõs, of
rigorous spiritual endeavour. But right then, watching a green-hulled
fishing boat chug away from the protection of the seawall, those dõjõs
were too far away to worry about. I luxuriated in my ugly new shoes.
With 23 temples and about 150 kilometres under my belt, so to speak, I
was happy just knowing my feet would get better. Take care of the
physical, I figured, and the spirit will show itself, sooner or later.
The next episode of Robert Sibley�s pilgrimage will appear in the June 26 Weekly.